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Health :
6 Months and down by 25 pounds. That is more than 4 pounds a month. The healthy way to lose weight. Starting September, my diet rarely consisted of a non-home cooked meal, or a subway sandwich. Did Suryanamaskar 4 times a week, and watched my sugar and calorie intake. That was the onl secret for the weight loss.
Personal Front :
The N Chapter... It was filled with fun, sleepless nights, doubts, feelings of uneasiness, India Trip, songs of London Dreams and Akon. There was this urge from inside to start a movement against myown nature. Drinking, clubbing, infidelity, being rude, offensive, it all felt quite uneasy and unnatural. A major part of February till the 22nd was riddled with uncomfortable thoughts and suspicions from both sides. For some unexplainable reason, I felt quite queasy at the sight of new Bollywood songs which depicted a morally loose culture. The whole relationship felt like a mental whirlpool draining my energy and time and internal balance. In retrospect, I am not even sure why I was in the relationship. Maybe it was the fact that I was drawn to a certain lifestyle that I was never a part of. The fact that the kind of person who I would not have treated kindly in the school days was now my gf gave me some sort of an ego boost, thus enabling the survival of this long of relationship. Maybe it was the hunger and lack of protein that caused me so much mental insecurity and anguish, or it was the constant month of snow. I describe it the month of 808s and heartbreak.
Business Front :
Nothing at all to boast about. Actually ... since December, business has taken a backseat, and suffered the worst attention in January. It is now coming back thanks to the long talks with R.
Fiction of the day :
I walk out of my room and into the other room of my bungalow. On the way over, I happen to look past the window, and the view falls upon the adjacent neighborhood road. I see men standing. They are not doing anything, they are as if frozen in time, or moving really slowly. Their body is not visible below the knees as they are water...or is it a river ? How could there be a river in my neighborhood ? And why exactly are the men seemingly frozen ? However hesitatingly, but I do walk into the other room , and see that the open grounds which lay for a nice view from my window in that room, is now the place for another huge mansion ! But this mansion had green, red , yellow and blue sticks guarding it.
Unsure of what to make of this arrangement, I run outside to see those frozen men now waving at me. They are as if talking in their own language, and the sky is rather overcast. Dark music is playing somewhere far off in the background and still their voices despite of being faint overpower the music behind. Maybe I was meant to hear what they were trying to communicate. Were they trying to communicate ? Or were they just talking amongst themselves ?
I tell myself that this has to be a dream. But then I realize it is not a dream. Since I was inside my first room a moment ago watching TV, eating popcorn. I even pinch myself for self-assurance that it is not a dream. Yes, I am sure it is not a dream. That is until my phone rings and I wake up in the backseat of my car.
Who is to tell if this life we are dreaming is anything but a dream ?
